Falling…

Another glorious day of sunshine and blue skies and butter cookies. *sigh*. My eating is so totally bizarre! Could it be stress? Maybe, but I really think it is sugar that’s triggering a desire reflex. Add that to everything else going on and yeah, wildly out of control I am! However, that written, since I …

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A big step…

I bought a ticket to Blighty today. Originally, I planned on heading to the west coast about the middle of October. Things changed and Friday, I’ll land at Gatwick instead. There’s much to do over the coming weeks and months to ensure I’m able to live legally and function successfully in the UK, but I’m …

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Roses not quite yet…

Tonight was lovely, spent with the group I’m privileged to see on Monday and Friday. They gave me a card of thanks and farewell. I was touched. They are proof positive people can work together harmoniously. Guess you could say they’ve got their priorities straight. I’m thrilled to have been a part of it. Really …

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Letting go of hate…

The word ‘willingness’ struck me today. I heard it used in a mindfulness reflection after yoga and thought, “I must remember that word”. And for once, I did. I’m not the most willing of subjects. Oh, I’d like to think I was, but I’m not. While spontaneous and pretty fluid, for a good part of …

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Breaking up is just fine…

Earlier today I had a glimmer of an idea for this post tonight. Of course, thinking I’d remember, I did not take note so now there’s no thoughts at all wondering around in my grey stuff. Not that it matters…hehe…because something usually shows up once I start writing. It’s been 234 days since this exercise …

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Expecting changes…

Today I heard something I didn’t think I’d ever hear. It twisted my heart into a pretzel like thing. I was not a particularly good mom. It wasn’t for lack of trying, though, because I tried hard! It just didn’t come naturally. I very much wanted my children to feel loved. I wanted them to …

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Tonight some rest is needed…

Allowing is important. Believing is key. When drifting, eating right is problematical. For example, I like a breakfast smoothie with fresh berries for the antioxidants, pineapple and organic raw turmeric for me joints, fresh greens such as spinach (not baby) or kale, or high quality powdered spirulina, or chlorella with a hunk of ginger for …

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