I’m thinking about my girls tonight and how I need to refocus on plans to move closer to them. It looks like BC’s Deep Cove is the best option for the immediate future. I’m scared, though, and when I get scared, I stagnate. There, I’ve admitted it. Why am I scared? Well, money is in short supply. I can find work out there for sure and once I get my wheels rolling lots of good things and perfect opportunities will materialize. I’ve no doubt about that. But am still scared. Not a good combination. Must trust and keep the inside and outside talk positive! I will also admit I’m a bit tired of starting over. Excited, but tired, too.
When I moved to the UK, I was frightened, but I had financial resources. I shouldn’t zero in on lack though. I know better. I’m going to win the lottery. I’m not kidding. And that will help – a lot. Writing this out tonight helps, too. Tomorrow I have to look at my list again and ask the question, “What do I need right now?”
So that’s pretty much it for today. Just some clutter bubbling up. Funny how stuff that’s unresolved keeps bugging you until you actually sort it out. Gotta love it.
Tonight’s wish is for support. We all need people we can count on in both the good and not so good times. If you have someone like that, be grateful. Oh, and remember, support goes both ways.
With gratitude, I’m off to infinity and beyond…till tomorrow.