I watched, or better, listened, to “The Secret” on a loop as I packed up today. It got me thinking about where I am, where I’ve been and where I want to be. There are some dreams I’ve never given up on, some have dropped down the list, while others are gone completely. The big question though, the one I keep coming back to is, why do I keep rigging traps for myself, traps that catch me up every time? My dreams have all been within my grasp at one time or another, but I either walked away when on the verge of realizing it, or let it slip out of my hands. What’s that about?
One big trap for me has been money. I’ve always attracted enough, but barely. It’s as if living on the edge is preferred to that state of freedom and flexibility money brings. A few years ago, I told myself ‘no more debt’. Guess what? Should’ve been focusing on abundance. But it’s a slippery kinda slope, that.
I know I didn’t set out to struggle with lack. There wasn’t much of that attitude growing up. But at some point I decided to switch into this mind set of struggle and owned it, big time. But no more. I’m taking a good look at all those old patterns operating both covertly and in the open and am planning on working faithfully at changing. I hear the gurus speaking on the movie and realize whatever ‘is’ can change. I just have to be willing to start making that change and I am.
Money flows easily and consistently. I’m saying that and believing it.
So, that’s it for today me thinks. I’m all moved but not settled in yet. I won’t settle in, not really. I want to get moved from here soon and my gut’s telling me something’s about to happen that set things in motion with all that. Hmm. I’m excited.
Namaste ya’ll. Over and out.